Martheaus Perkins


Sutures in Our Photos
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Momma, let’s stitch             the lesions men left on              our lives—repeat
photos together                     the two of us                             undoing years
of our bliss, our dreams          disappeared when we’re           working to forget
our truths;                              too afraid to heal                        our history.

In this photo,                     you pretend to wish on              one man.
you let canola oil spark               white stars                                  spit
from the pan—                        plenty of youth                        on you.

We danced                       to deflect                         dangerous men
like cockroaches              being stomped,                  crushed,
scattered                          by backhands,                    our bodies
over the floor.

Here’s one where                 they left                          meth behind
your white teeth—             dried tear ducts and             their words
were enough to make              treads                            that lured you
home

 

Black Moms
After Jericho Brown
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Be warned, I have a Black Mother on my side.
She’s built to whoop ass, so you better hide.

She whipped my ass, and I couldn’t hide.
Black Moms breathe fire to keep their sons safe.

My Black Mom breathes lies to keep the truth safe:
With four dimes, she could afford to bring home toys.

Her four dimes couldn’t afford what time brought home.
“Eviction” is a word I learned at five.

Evicted at seven, I learned words are grace.
Black Moms love loud. Everyone can hear.

Black Love is louder than anyone can hear.
Black wrath turns into love with sharp teeth.

Black Mom’s wrath can turn teeth into broken glass.
Be warned, I have a Black Mother on my side.

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Martheaus Perkins is an MFA candidate at George Mason University in Virginia. He is an emerging Black writer originally from Texas. Currently, he is dealing with an obsession of hot foods and excessively long YouTube videos. He can be found on Instagram @mark__perkins.
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